Since I’ve started this new season with God, I’m seeking to live in a new level of faith and I want to share it with you for one reason: Invite you to come with me.

Today God talked with me in a very sweet and small voice that resounded as a thunder inside of me. I will tell you in front, but first I want you to know where I’m at in this thoughts.

I’m speaking with God about to have a faith that is with no doubt of who He is. It means that I want to find the roots in my heart that needs to be ripped out, because they keep me from a part of God I don’t want to miss.
Than you can ask me “But, Amanda are you not already walking in this faith?”. Well, the truth is that I tough I was until Holy Spirit reveals me a this part in my heart that still afraid of some steps of faith, that still keeping me from see even more of Jesus.

Even living this supernatural life in the last years and experiencing so many miracles in different areas, I still have one place in my heart that needs to change and I’m seeking for it. Life is a process and we can go deeper and deeper, I recognize Holy Spirit is right about it. The thing is, I know who God is but, I don’t really realize WHO IS HIM sometimes. As an exemple, I know Jesus is the healer and He heals, I already lived and saw it, but when I pray have a place in my heart that keeps doubting if He will do it. I know He can, but I question if He will and in this point, I’m not being honest with God and myself as His daughter.

I see myself as Peter, the apostle, stepping in faith and walking in the waters, but when I’m walking in the waters the logic comes in mind “How can it happens? It can’t”, so the merciful Jesus get my hands before I sink, but I still have a wall that I want to break.

So, what God talked with me today?
Here’s what he said:
Amanda, the mother of Jesus knew Him in such a deep intimacy that she asked Him to make wine, she didn’t doubt a bit that He will do it. It is not about that Mary knew He could do it, she knew Jesus will do it.

When the wine ran out, the mother of Jesus said to him, ‘They have no wine.’ And Jesus said to her, ‘Woman, what does this have to do with me? My hour has not yet come.’ His mother said to the servants, ‘Do whatever he tells you.’ Now there were six stone water jars there for the Jewish rites of purification, each holding twenty or thirty gallons. Jesus said to the servants, ‘Fill the jars with water.’ And they filled them up to the brim. When the master of the feast tasted the water now become wine, and did not know where it came from (though the servants who had drawn the water knew), the master of the feast called the bridegroom and said to him, ‘Everyone serves the good wine first, and when people have drunk freely, then the poor wine. But you have kept the good wine until now.’ (John 2:3-10)

She nor even asked Jesus, to be honest she just said “The wine is over”, and after Jesus said a very huge no to her, she said to the servants “go, He will do it”. It rocked you as is rocking me? Shakababa Mary! What a woman! Yes, you are my God, I know you and I know you will do it, just because I know you love.
Well, in this talking God gave me two keys for my breakthrough:

1st. As Mary, I need to ask as someone that know that Jesus will do, not that He can (because He can). I want to pray like her “Hey Jesus, this guy needs healing. ‘Amanda, no’, Go for it angels!” and BAAM!!!
2nd. Mary had that kind of faith because she was totally intimate with Jesus and here is the greatest point.

Oh yeah, we all seek for Jesus and most of all seek to be intimate with Him, but this intimacy carry faith and trust in the place I want to be! Ok, maybe she had the vantage to be Jesus earthly mother, but I have the vantage to have her act teaching me the place I can be.

Thus, here is my invitation to both of us. Use those keys and seek for this place in faith and trust in Jesus. If you notice a different experience with Jesus, let me know. I will do the same. Let’s see where our God will bring us!

At least, it will be revival!