After some decisions and alignment in my life, one day God spoke with me and showed me some part of His plans to my life. I didn’t really know in that moment how it should become, or how deep He was opening my heart to His ways.
With the support of friends and my brothers and sisters of the Motorcycle Ministry, I was recovering from the end of a broken relationship and seeking for more of God. So, one day, before the service, I went in a restaurant with my friend and one friend of him, that I didn’t know, and my cousin. This friend, also Christian, said that “God wants to use my voice”. After that, in the same day, a lady from my municipality spoke in my life, she didn’t really know me, but she come to speak with me and said to me that God wants to use my voice.
I received that words, even without a total understanding of the meaning of that. What call my attention was to receive the same words from different people in the same day. Life normally following, when I suffered an accident while playing football, which caused a broken knee to pieces and the tearing of the ligaments in my leg. After examinations, including magnetic resonance venography, the doctor concluded that it would take me at least 5 months to recover, and this would include many physiotherapy sessions for long term.
After this, seeking, and seeking His voice, our motorcycle ministry (Ambassador of Jesus Christ M.M.) got invited to be the security of the Awakening Europe, in Prague, Czech Republic. The highlight came to me, I just knew that in that place I will be healed. The thing was, how could I go there? No one, even my friends and family, they didn’t support my crazy idea of go there to work with my crushed knee and using crutches. The answer was, that I also didn’t know how it will be with all that pain, but I needed to be there.
Contradicting everyone, there I went with my face and courage, risking everything that I could to be there. They put me as a Security to employee before the VIP entrance and every guest preacher as like Daniel Kolenda, Todd White, Ben Fitzgerald and the musicians of Bethel, crossed me in that place. My crutches have seen of course, so them all of them came ling. I have torn my cruciate ligament to me in Ascension and have tightened one more fracture in the knee.
There was a moment when I had the feeling that I should start to run in faith, so I made it. I was simply dumbfounded! So, Marcus, the Europe president of the Ambassadors M.M. let me shout, and said that I should go on the stage and give my testimony.
Breaking with my difficulty in public speaking, I went there to give the testimony and we prayed together for more people got healed, and in front of all that people I could jump without any crutches, that were even thrown away by Ben Fitzgerald. The video is also available, click here to watch.
BSSM students from the VIP area came down to me and want to chat. It was a great atmosphere and the present of God was so strong that I have hardly stood it interiorly. Three BSSM students had prayed for me and everybody had prophetic impressions for me. The first one said that the psalm 23 is the leading verse for my life, I really love this psalm. The second said that I should remember my former dreams, when I was younger and when I got the third confirmation I will have no doubt if it’s from God’s.
Then Jake Hamilton stilesent of God was so strong that I have hardly stood it interearly, although I have got from the real event not a lot.
Of three paralyzede prayed for me and everybody had prophetic impressions for me. The first one said that the psalm 23 is the leading vers looks at me and says, thus now it’s time for I speak into your life. He asked me if I have a child, but I answer with no, even though that’s my biggest wish. He meant, you will have miraculous children, the next girlfriend will be the woman with you will become old and you will be a blessing together. As a result, I was really speechless and he meant, you have made much negative experience with relationships and asked yourself whether you can be a good father. You will be a wonderful husband and father, and I was burst in tears. That moment was so violent and deep.
To the last session I was allowed sometimes under it around the praising to enjoy from Bethel and the sermon. I stood 2.5 hrs before God’s throne, it was intensive his presence was so intense. Going back to Germany, in the airplane I asked God all the time, “Man, what do you want to say to me with it, that I should remember my dreams”. When we landed He answered me, “Alex, do you remember the dreams you had about to go to a Bible School?”
It was my most ardent wish with 16-17, at that time however, my Dad meant I should make for the moment my education and then I will be free to go. This ardent wish was back! So, I asked Daddy about what was His will about that, and I seek for two signs about it. One of the girls from BSSM, said that she normally couldn’t speak about that, but for I consider to know about the school and ask God about that.
Well, what I should say, the signs came. From people that I invited to my process, including my grandparents, my mentor and pastor, my dad, and my friend Hamed, and some important leaders from my church. Nevertheless, the strongest sign was that I have dreamed some days later, that I should speak with pastor Uwe Maurischat. The next morning the family celebration was with the Stein, Uwe was there, I said to him that we I need to talk with him, telling my dream and all the testimony about the awakening. Uwe takes time around things in at many moments really the prayer to examine and to me he said “Alex this is your way you must go”. I was so grateful and made easier.
Other miracles coming true, and for the love and desire of God, I made it… Miracle after miracle, I was going to BSSM.
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