This Sunday night I had what I’ve been praying for since I read the book defining moments, from Bill Johnson. Although I was expecting to be taken to heaven or shake without stopping for weeks, God made it so deeply different and incredible. I will never be the same and I want to share this with you, cause I know some of you have been seeking this moment with God. 

I was in my everyday serving and loving my family, nothing different, instead of that I’ve been seeking to be more intentional with my family. I start to breastfeed Leticia, our routine before she sleeps when God starts talking to me. 

God showed me my journey during these 3 years of school and He said: 

“Do you know what I’ve been looking for when I brought you here? I did it cause I wanted you to experience heaven on earth.”

God invited me to look around myself and everything I could see is that I was surrounded by Him. I was surrounded by love and much more than I had ever imagined. Because I’ve trusted Him, I came to a land that I’ve never been before, He provided each dollar and everything I need. I had enjoyed a journey full of love, increase, and understanding of Himself and myself. He is so healthy, He provided me the riches no money can buy, my family and the freedom I ever wanted. 

That night, Papa showed me that during this season, I’ve been experiencing good and not good situations and that all the time, even in the wilderness I still choosing Him. Friends, It was so hard so moments, but I truly can’t live without my Jesus! I can’t! Cause He deeply saved my from my miserable life. Not because I was poor, not because I didn’t have good things, but because doesn’t matter what I had before it was empty of HIM! Jesus is all I want and need, He is my everything.

I didn’t go to heaven that night because heaven invaded and the presence of the Lord had never been so intense and clear. I’m marked by His love and kindness, His never-ending love. I will never be the same.

This moment makes me responsible for my own response to God, from now on I’m choosing to bring heaven with me wherever I go.

Jesus, never let me down, He never stop holding my hands and is always declaring His love for me!